Feeling nostalgic never felt so painful. I wish we could go back to the days when we never smoked or never cared what other people thought about what we do. It's hard to keep up an image, you know? Why not just do and feel in the moment? God. Fuck everyone! Really! It's hard enough to survive in high school, but you all are just adding to the shit on top of other shit piled on more shit that just is.....is....unnecessary! Please...Can't we just act like we used to and give each other piggy back rides while we scream random phrases at passing cars? Or maybe make ice cream sundaes and sit outside and enjoy the night. The past has a lot to do with it.